Stalker??

Ok i was hanging out side with dylan and some guy walks by oh well nothing unusual about that.. Then... me and dylan go to the park down the street,we drove im lazy! And there was a blue car there with noone aruond.. weird but whatever... Then here comes the guy walking into the park hmm weird and then he goes to the car and gets in and sits and ties his untied shoes and watches me and dylan... freaky so i start telling dylan lets goo he did not want to go i felt bad but i was worried! so i took him and put him in the car.. why did he leave his car there and walk by my house and i live about 4 blocks from the park and the park.. hard to explain but it was weird! Then i pull up to my house and was outside with dylan he was driving in his car playing, here comes the car driving by stareing.. i was nervous and mad! and then again and again about 5 times what a freak! finally though he stopped i think he knew i was getting mad. the man did look oddly weird and sick in the head.... So i left to go to the car wash and by the time i got home it was getting dark and i was nervous cause my windows were open and all i thought about was movies ive seen so i assumed he was in my house lol so i called sam and had him come search my house up stairs and in the basement.. No stalker thank god. But now im soo lonely and scared with out dave here... It sucks.. im having feelings like the man ia down stairs im a fraid to go down there lol im such a punk!!!!!!!! Anyway i need a life and to calm down... Ok that was my thrilling day now i have myself barracaided in my room with dylan and my cat! nico is outside my room standing guard! haha loves its... O i have a photo shoot sunday my friend tiffany and her mother.. a mother daughter i love it!! Ok fair well suckers....

I miss him<3

Ok im reallly tired right now i dont know why.. its only 1am.. hmm maybe could be the fact daves not here and im really lonely and i dont have him to talk to or look at or snuggle next to i feel empty right now with out him in the bed... Hes in michigan at a job site i hate his job he does do he said he will never go on a road trip with them again because he misses meee too much and is also depressed we dont like to be away from each other! TRUE LOVE! anyway im just laying here with my cat and dog, dylans in his room sleeping i was gonna let him sleep with me but then he likes to wake up at 5am and trashes the house..But im going to go to bed! TOOTLES.. O btw my most fav. pic ive took!.....

Im miserable....

Ok so ive been sad today mainly i miss having a best friend... i have dave and dylan but i want a girl best friend.. I had one but she was mainly my bar buddy and now i dont drink anymore we barely talk and never see each other! Im just lonely for a girl time... I wish my sister lived around here maybe that would help shes great to talk to...Anyway enough wimpy whining.. Me and dylan went for a long country drive today looking for some good shots.. I got 2 thats it im having no luck lately i guess you cant just get great pics everyday it sucks!!!I really wanna start doing actually people But when the time comes i get nervous cause im very shy, and dont like talking to people!! I dont know what to do i need to come out of the damn shell and just start shooting! Hmm im gonna find someone and take there pic if i like it and feel comfy. ill cont. if not ill just stick to my nature shots and dylan shots!!!!!!! Im gonna add my 2 famous pics tomororw my camera is down stairs.. Also dave is leaving me at 5am to go to michigan for his job for possibly a week! Im gonna go nuts with out him bored and lonely,And dylans just been a handful the past few weeks.. Ok im so done rambling like a gurl haha duh! TIL tomorrow so long!!!!

Very first one ..... YEaaaa Baby!

Ok i swear im deffintly gonna write a new post every freakin day! i always make a blog and then i forget about it.. Im freaking old now so i need to start doing something intersting.. Screw whoever says im not old 24 with a 2 year old BOY! yeah im ageing quickly with that Lil ball of energy.. Damn where does he get it?? I want some!!! Yea so anyway Im laying here bored with my fat cat.. Im thinking about naming him george! i just find that name out there.. GEORGE!GEORGE? i diggg it... yah but Any who im going freakin nuts today i really need to take a picture of something good im slacking and i dont know what to take i would like to make a trip outside but im surrounded by skunks! lovely... So heres a great pic i took a couple days ago and i think its frameable.. I LOVE IT.! peace out homeskillets!